I knew a secret about my bestfriend and she didn’t know that I knew it. I told that secret to my ex and that was the biggest mistake of my life. I trusted him with all my heart and he broke my trust by telling that secret to his friend and eventually my bestfriend found out about it. I left my boyfriend and my bestfriend left me. I clearly don’t deserve a best friend and i don’t deserve to be loved. I couldn’t love a guy who was SO insanely in love with me. How will i ever be able to love anybody else? My family is what is only left with me. Feeling blessed to have them by my side when the two people who I loved more than anything have parted away from me. I guess I don’t deserve to be happy. I just wish my bestfriend finds a way to forgive me. There are just so many feelings in my heart that are never gonna find a way out.